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Drink Alone, Crying and Half​-​Naked with Headphones On

by Matt McLean

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1.
Station 00:31
Instrumental
2.
Slow-mo Demolition Plot J-7 Planned by the secretary for the side of the hill Near the window that’s been glued shut Next to the ceiling fan that doesn’t move to much They’re Slow-mo They’re Slow-mo Air conditioned bugs can’t help me now They’re Slow-mo They’re Slow-mo You all cannot help me now The cool kids are ahead my lungs burnt out They’re slow-mo Demolition Plot J-7 For the side of the hill where I keep my soul It’s a good place to get some thinking done You all are not a part of my fun They’re Slow-mo They’re Slow-mo Air conditioned bugs can’t help me now They’re Slow-mo They’re Slow-mo You all cannot help me now The cool kids are ahead my lungs burnt out They’re slow-mo Yeah they stole it They stole it Stole my precious time Yeah they stole it they stole it wings that made me fly And yeah I wasted I wasted it all on you It’s true
3.
Where is my love I’ve been waiting for so long Where is my love I’ve been waiting all alone I’ve been walking down these streets I’ve been sleeping alone underneath these sheets I don’t think I’ll ever come to find her Where is my love I’ve been waiting for so long Where is my love I’ve been waiting all alone I’ve been feeling rather homeless I’ve been feeling rather aged I don’t think this feeling will ever change I’ve been wandering through opium dens I have Oscar Wilde all of my friends I have strapped shoes to these feet I’m gonna wander until I fall asleep Don’t think I’ll ever be complete I’ll jump at the chance Anything for romance Where is my home It was here, but not anymore Where is my home I don’t know anymore
4.
Nightwood 00:27
Instrumental
5.
My girl is a map She waits in four corners and traverses oceans But always leads me back Longitude it is nothing new to her My girl she traverses oceans My girl’s a map My girl she’s a star I’m a sailor at night in rough waters she always knows just where we are And when I’m afraid she is always there for me My girl she lights the night My girl’s a star
6.
Run from the devil in my ear I’m not suppose to be here I prefer Sundays I prefer just hanging around Run from those flashing lights Those cops are out to get us they wanna fight I’ll never turn over I’ll never stop running And there’s no rush Those cops are always out to get us I want rain I want flowers I want rain I want flowers for once, for once Run till you can’t run no more I’m out of control I wanted the ocean I went for the city I want rain I want flowers I want rain I want flowers for once, for once And all these flowers are free I want rain I want flowers I want rain I want flowers for once, for once Turn off the radio I wanna daydream the day away Turn off the radio I wanna daydream the day away away away
7.
I don’t care anymore You bring me down but not anymore I think you’re rude I don’t care for your attitude Because I don’t care anymore The race has yet to come You’re not an airport you’re not a sun And if I go there I won’t stay there Couldn’t buy the way it feels Couldn’t steal the way I heal Couldn’t lead the way I want Couldn’t decide what she’s not But I don’t care anymore This is not my home But really don’t care anymore I am here I am here
8.
I know I’m a boxer But I think that i’m my own bag The blood on my lips is the same as the blood on my hands I know I’ve got a dusty soul I know I’m too heavy for my bed I know there’s something not right going on in my head Another night of cigarettes again Another dream that’s leaved out in my head Another night of cigarettes again I know I’m a boxer But I think I’ve fallen one two many times Stay there for days on the floor beneath this glove I know I’ve got a heavy head I know I’ve got a bitter heart I know all of these grudges will tear me apart I went to Ireland and died I went to the east coast to live but it only made me cry And now I’m headed back home Tattooed with bruises on my face And a broken nose I know I’m a boxer with too much blood on my hands I know I’m a boxer stay away from me if you can I know I’m a boxer with too much blood on my hands I know I’m a boxer stay away from me if you can
9.
Forwards 00:57
Going out tonight but sleeping in the hay Couldn’t bear to make them stay Waking up tomorrow with whiskers in my hair Couldn’t bare to make em care And only a few have a clue Let’s just go get out of here Go and fight away those tears Let’s just think about tomorrow All my dreams come from sorrows We’re going forwards
10.
Libra 00:33
"I don't know how to stop doing this..." "I dunno we can just fade it out." "Yeah."

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This album is fueled entirely by narcotics and mommy issues. All relationships were harmed in its making.

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released November 15, 2016

All songs written by Matt McLean
Produced by Karl Maher

Recorded, Mixed and Mastered at Apollo Studios in Chicago, IL

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Matt McLean Chicago, Illinois

Born in rural Nepal, Matt Rupert McLean became a lonely mountain dweller, perfecting the art of Judo, corporate espionage, and tantric sex before moving to Chicago hoping to fulfill his dream of dancing for the mayor. Until then, here are some songs.

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